Stupid ridiculously high power bill

Jump again shit yeah our electricity bill more than doubled from our last electricity billed and and was 4.5 time higher than this time last year. F*** how the hell do they expect us to live when the electricity bill is higher than what James make a week. I am much more careful now with the power but OMG they are talking about it going up again. Well its paid  now after I got an extension and I am not quite sure how I am going to buy food next week but I suppose we will live.

Over it!

James has been gone ALL day today. He left down to his mothers to help his brother on the truck at 7.30am. It is now 7.05pm and he still isn't home. Every bloody weekend he goes down there and spends half the weekend down there. There is so much to do around the house but he spends all his time down there. P!sses me off. I don't mind him going down there just not all frigen day!!!!

Camping last weekend

Well I survived our camping trip. It was exhausting chasing Ashton around he so wanted to step into that water.  Thank god my sister was there to help out. Zack had a few time where he wanted to go home. When he had a little scare in the water, when it started to get dark and when he decided he wanted to watch a movie LOL. Anyway here are some pics of our camping trip.

It was James'/Dads birthday

Ash and Aunty K throwing rock into water

Zack and Scooters my sisters dog

Camping

We are taking the boys on there first camping trip to the dam this weekend. I hate camping! James loves it. But since it is James' birthday and thats what he wants to do and the fact that Zack will love it, I'm going. I am going to deal with it and camp with horrible hole in the ground toilets. It is actually freaking me out a  bit, there is going to have to be an eye on the boys at all time and I feel I am going to be exhausted by the end of it. I will post back with some photos after we have gone.

She's Back

She's back, MIL that is and of cause there is drama already. SIL that didn't go away with them came down because "mum would like us all to be there". James said we were not going down for tea he wanted to stay home. I wasn't going anyway but poor Zack had to go down. The next day James said to me sounds like its a good thing we were not there last night. They were all fighting and SIL that went away with MIL was crying. No wonder the next day when they rang up to ask if Zack wanted to go to there place he said no. Zack picks up on everything and I can imagine how horrible it was down there last night I have witnessed it before. I feel so bad that my baby boy had to witness it. So after the whole 2 hours of being back she has caused shit already. I so don't understand why they all don't just eliminate her from there lives, there lives would be so much easier.

Not to plan

I thought this was going to be the best school holidays in a really, really, really long time. MIL went away with one of her daughters for the whole holidays so no worrying about her. Which meant my other SIL wouldn't come up. Oh it was going to be bliss. I was wrong, SIL still came down. It wasn't to bad, Zack stayed there most of the weekend playing with her kids, but without the child abusing MIL there I was ok with it. I even went down there for lunch on the Monday. It reminded me how much I hated it but it also showed SIL, BIL, FIL how I was willing to go down there without MIL there. Actually I have been down there a bit since she has gone, just to prove that point. So it wasn't the bliss I was hoping for but it was still better than any holiday period in a real long time.