2011 you have been great!!!

2011 you have been great I hope 2012 can be as good or even better. 2010 wasn't a year that was going to be hard to beat since the ONLY good thing that happened that year was Ashton.

2012 you will bring me
- another precious bundle to love and adore.
- Hopefully a healthier lifestyle.
- a body that I can be on the way to loving instead of loathing
- and hopefully a even happier life but for that to happen I have to hope a horrible thing happens, but I do think it (insert evil eyes here)

Christmas

Waiting for Santa

Santa has been

Look mum

My boys

Its very hard to get a photo of the both of them together.

My boys are just a delight. They put a smile on my face every day, I also put my stern voice on at least once a day, but they are kids that's what happens.

Zack is now 3 years 10 months and just jumps all the time, he is like a kangaroo bounce, bounce, bouncing he especially does it when he is excited, it amuses me allot. He loves to watch movies, at the moment his favourite is scooby doo. His favourite things are still dinosaurs. He has 100's and 100's of them and still wants more. He plays with them all the time. He especially like to play with them in the sandpit. His favourite person is still Pop but I don't think that will ever change. Every day he asks me several times is pop home yet and as soon as he gets home he is up there playing dinosaurs or on his ship (the bed) where he puts all his toys on and fights off cannon balls (as he calls them but he means cannibals).

Ashton is not 17 months and is such a character, he wants to jump up and down like his brother but just can't work out the jumping bit instead he looks like happy feet dancing. He now bends right down and springs up so he is getting closer to actually jumping. He is as cheeky as cheeky and gives you that cheeky grin when he is going to do something wrong. He loves to climb and we now live with out chairs on our dining room table, lovely. He also likes to watch Zacks movies but his favourite is hi5. He dances around to the music and puts his hand up for hi5, actually he will dance to any type of music, it is really quite sweet. He EATS and EATS I don't know where he puts it all, OMG he eats. Although now he has gotten fussy and won't touch his vegies all besides potato he loves potato. If he keeps up at this rate James and I are going to have to get 2 jobs each to feed him when he is a teenager.

Hematoma's

At my 8 week date scan, the ultrasound tech asked me to wait around in town to see my dr before going home. I knew it must mean something is wrong. I didn't panic to much as I saw and heard babies heartbeat and it was nice and strong and baby was measuring spot on so at least I knew baby was healthy. After a 2 hour wait the dr told me I had a large hematoma. He told me it could break away taking the baby with it. This scared the shit out of me. He also told me that most of the time it is fine but to expect to bleed soon.

I went home and jumped on google which gave me hope. Although everything said about bleeding and bleeding. Week after week went on and I was just waiting to bleed. I did take it easy though I was told not to lift anything to heavy. My 12 week scan came up and I still hadn't had any bleeding. I SOOOOOOOOO wanted to hear the hematoma is gone. The ultrasound tech wouldn't tell me anything even when I asked all she said was they will compair the size from the last scan and the results will be sent to your dr. I was devistated! Ob's appointment was the following Tuesday and the results were not in yet, talked about pissed. She told me these is nothing I can do about the hematoma so don't worry about it now it is later on if it doesn't go is when it could cause problems by taking away the placenta. Great a misscarriage is horrible but the last thing I want is a stillborn I couldn't handle that.

Thursday my dr rang me and told me my downs and other test came back low risk 1-24000 and 1-12000 so that was a relief. He also told me that I now had two small hematomas. Yay! I am guessing it must be going. I really hope by the 16th Jan 2012 when I go for my next scan it is all gone. I can't wait to find out the sex of bub.

Drama's of pregnancy. But I am still yet to have a bleed.

Well here I am

I'M PREGNANT!!! Meet baby #3 due 12th June but will most like be born via c-section on the 6th of June I predict as they do c-sections on Wednesdays at my hospital and the ob does it the week before you are due. I can't wait till my next scan to see if we have another little boy on the way or finally my little girl is going to join us. It is booked for the 16th of Jan so will come around in no time with Christmas and new year in the middle of it.