Busy life

Life is busy with an almost 3 year old and a 6 month old, I don't get much time to myself and find myself staying up late when I FINALLY get Ashton to bed just to have some me time. So then I get tired as ASh just isn't sleeping very well, like last night it started the with waking every hour or so aarrgghhh.

James is pushing me to go back to work, are we desperate for money NO, he is worried bc he doesn't have much work, well he can get out and find a job that has a weekly income. Its not like he is going to help me with the housework, cooking and get up at night. I can't look after 2 kids, work and keep the house clean at the moment.

If I had 1 or 2 set days I would be back at work but I can't go getting a phone call at 7.30am asking me to be at work at 8.30 an 30minute drive away like I use to do. Its just not possible plus I need someone to look after the kids and daycare don't keep a spot incase you will need it they expect you to pay.

Casual work just is not possible with kids, get it James!!