Sorry there is just not another word for him. He makes me so mad. Why does he have to be so...arrrrgghh! Why can't he tell his family where to go? They are so rude to him and just use him. He gets so angry and upset by them but he keeps going back and back for more.
He was ment to be working for them yesterday, put his work off (like usual...ah where does most of your money come from?????your work not work from your parents).THEN his father asks someone else to do the work so James was left high and dry. THEN I just found out today he travels an hour away (to what I though get stuff for his work although he did tell me yesterday most of it won't be ready till Thursday so he has to go back up) BUT he went to get things for his freaken father and the trucks thats all!!!!! S T U P I D!!!
He won't go and get work from this other person bc it would be cutting his family out of some work....ah they don't care about cutting you out of work and lets put it frankly they don't pay you correctly anyway. You winge about how much money we have but you let this happen continually, don't bother winging to me about it, its your own stupid fault.
Tuesday, March 29, 2011
Friday, March 25, 2011
Pain
Thursday, the day after I was ment to have my gall bladder out I had the most painful attack yet. I still remember the pain I was begging mum to make it stop. It was soooooo bad! From then on the attacks kept coming even if I had an apple nothing was stopping them and I was having a few a day. Sunday I decided I can't deal with it anymore and went to the hospital.
That is where I have been ever since. What a rigmoral but gee how I love morphine. 5 days stay, 2 operations and another one to happen in a fortnight. Ash was able to stay with me which was good and he was such a good little boy. His routine was all mucked up but he just took it like a trooper.
I hadn't eaten since Friday night where I made myself a small grilled chicken breast which have me another attack, the hospital wouldn't let me eat so I went 5 days with no food and I wasn't even hungry bc I knew that food would mean pain that I didn't want. I had to have a ERCP first which was involved no cutting just things down my throat. They got rid of a stone stuck in my bile ducted but went into the pancreatic stem by accident so had to put a stent in to stop me from getting panreatitis. Coming out of the surgery I had another gall attack and was not happy.
I was ment to be going home the next day my dr said he just wanted to check that my blood results had gone down (I was yellow bc they were so high bc of the blocked duct). He asked me if there is anything else I wanted and I told him for this gall to be gone. I went to have a shower and while their the dr came in and said to mum there has been a cancellation in surgery today how keen is she to have it done. So that night in I went and had it removed. I have 5 cuts in my stomach he found another stone stuck in my bile duct.
So on the 5th of April in for another ERCP to get the other stone and stent removed and I should be feeling like super woman.
That is where I have been ever since. What a rigmoral but gee how I love morphine. 5 days stay, 2 operations and another one to happen in a fortnight. Ash was able to stay with me which was good and he was such a good little boy. His routine was all mucked up but he just took it like a trooper.
I hadn't eaten since Friday night where I made myself a small grilled chicken breast which have me another attack, the hospital wouldn't let me eat so I went 5 days with no food and I wasn't even hungry bc I knew that food would mean pain that I didn't want. I had to have a ERCP first which was involved no cutting just things down my throat. They got rid of a stone stuck in my bile ducted but went into the pancreatic stem by accident so had to put a stent in to stop me from getting panreatitis. Coming out of the surgery I had another gall attack and was not happy.
I was ment to be going home the next day my dr said he just wanted to check that my blood results had gone down (I was yellow bc they were so high bc of the blocked duct). He asked me if there is anything else I wanted and I told him for this gall to be gone. I went to have a shower and while their the dr came in and said to mum there has been a cancellation in surgery today how keen is she to have it done. So that night in I went and had it removed. I have 5 cuts in my stomach he found another stone stuck in my bile duct.
So on the 5th of April in for another ERCP to get the other stone and stent removed and I should be feeling like super woman.
Saturday, March 19, 2011
Bloody hospital, bloody gall bladder!
Well on Tuesday they rang me and cancelled my operations. I said to the lady who rang me "You have got to be kiddin me!" I couldn't believe it, everything had turned out well. Dad was on holidays so Zack was right if James had to work. Mum took two days off to stay in hospital with Ashton and I and they were bloody cancelling it on me AGAIN!!!!
Guess what happened all day Thursday, YES and by far it was the worse attack yet. I was begging mum to make it stop. I went to hospital and got some strong pain killers, they wanted me to travel the hour to the hospital I am getting it out at but no way could I go that long in the car, the 2 minute trip to my local hospital was bad enough. Anyway after lots of vomitting and lots and lots of pain it lasted all night.
Friday I had fruit salad for breakfast and OUCH pain again but not major pain. 3pm it cleared and decided I better eat something for tea. Mash potato with nothing in it no milk, butter or cream nothing and walla another attack lasting most of the night. Lying down was torcher, sitting a little better, no sleep for me until 3.30am.
So today I am not eating anything. I can't deal with the pain again, I need sleep. I haven't even been hungry but I know I need to eat something tomorrow. Ash needs me to since he is still feeding regulary. I don't want my supply to decrease. My wonderful mum is at home making a modified version of sweet corn and chicken soup. Oh how I love my mummy so much! and a day without pain has been worth not eating today.
Guess what happened all day Thursday, YES and by far it was the worse attack yet. I was begging mum to make it stop. I went to hospital and got some strong pain killers, they wanted me to travel the hour to the hospital I am getting it out at but no way could I go that long in the car, the 2 minute trip to my local hospital was bad enough. Anyway after lots of vomitting and lots and lots of pain it lasted all night.
Friday I had fruit salad for breakfast and OUCH pain again but not major pain. 3pm it cleared and decided I better eat something for tea. Mash potato with nothing in it no milk, butter or cream nothing and walla another attack lasting most of the night. Lying down was torcher, sitting a little better, no sleep for me until 3.30am.
So today I am not eating anything. I can't deal with the pain again, I need sleep. I haven't even been hungry but I know I need to eat something tomorrow. Ash needs me to since he is still feeding regulary. I don't want my supply to decrease. My wonderful mum is at home making a modified version of sweet corn and chicken soup. Oh how I love my mummy so much! and a day without pain has been worth not eating today.
Wednesday, March 16, 2011
Makes my heart melt
I love listening to James talk to the boys. Every night I hear James, while putting Zack to bed telling him he loves him. It just melts my heart! A year ago Zack would have hardly ever heard that come from James' mouth, if ever. Zack replies with I love you to dad. Listening to it all unfold makes me want to go in to them and give them big kisses.
Then last night I was putting Zack to bed and James was up with Ashton. I was listening to James try to teach him to say dad and Ash kept saying mum, mum, mum LOL. He finally said Dad and the shriek of GOOD BOY that came out of James mouth was priceless. Although after that Ash continued with mum, mum, mum, the cheeky little thing.
Oh how I love my boys :-) <3
Sunday, March 13, 2011
They're home!
Zack is so pleased nanny and poppy finally came home. So am I to tell you the truth. With James driving the truck he has been gone all day until late and being left at home all day with 2 kids and no adult to talk to was driving me bonkers. Not to mention the crying and begging from Zack for me to take him to see pop. When I said he isn't there he wanted me to go to there place and wait for him to come home. Its hard when they don't understand the concept of time.
They bought lots of presents home for the boys and me of course. Zack just loves his animals and Ash is climbing all over his stuff toys.
Today when I was taking Zack up to mum and dads I was telling him Pop isn't there and he says. Oh no he hasn't gone on holidays again? LOL He was relieved when I told him he will be back soon he is only at bowls.
They bought lots of presents home for the boys and me of course. Zack just loves his animals and Ash is climbing all over his stuff toys.
Today when I was taking Zack up to mum and dads I was telling him Pop isn't there and he says. Oh no he hasn't gone on holidays again? LOL He was relieved when I told him he will be back soon he is only at bowls.
Saturday, March 12, 2011
It will happen!
It will happen! They will end up hating their nan (my MIL) when they get older. It is only a matter of time. My 2 nieces do and she has done it all on her own. Sorry evil MIL you can't go round calling children not so nice names, you can't talk poorly of their mother and other grandparents to them. When the children get older they realise, I don't have to put up with it and won't!! Does it make you feel like a big person when you do it???? Does it make you feel good to put a child down and make them feel bad about themselves??? Your son (my husband) is a mess because he doesn't think he is good enough bc of you. YOU MAKE ME SICK!!!!
And while I am at it, talking about my 2 gorgeous nieces, I may as well have a winge about their father (James' brother). No they are not going to want to come see and stay with you if you take them down you your evil mother. No they don't want to come see you when you are doing horrible things to their mother. No they don't want to sit at your house and do nothing. They are teenagers for god sake do something with them, take them to the movies, take them shopping ANYTHING. Don't go blaming their other grandmother and mother for brainwashing them. They are teenagers, they know things that go on, they have a mind of there own and use it. If you were a nice person to them they might want to see you.
IL's you make me sick and make me worry about my poor kids having to have anything to do with you! I wish James would delete them from his life. I know he never will and I can't ask him too. No matter how horrible of thing they do to us. He has no guts!
And while I am at it, talking about my 2 gorgeous nieces, I may as well have a winge about their father (James' brother). No they are not going to want to come see and stay with you if you take them down you your evil mother. No they don't want to come see you when you are doing horrible things to their mother. No they don't want to sit at your house and do nothing. They are teenagers for god sake do something with them, take them to the movies, take them shopping ANYTHING. Don't go blaming their other grandmother and mother for brainwashing them. They are teenagers, they know things that go on, they have a mind of there own and use it. If you were a nice person to them they might want to see you.
IL's you make me sick and make me worry about my poor kids having to have anything to do with you! I wish James would delete them from his life. I know he never will and I can't ask him too. No matter how horrible of thing they do to us. He has no guts!
Thursday, March 10, 2011
It all evens out.....uh how????
James much to my disliking often works for his parents as well as his own business. I have started plotting all his hours on the calendar to make sure he gets paid for the days he works. Does he get paid fairly hell no! This is how my so lovely (not) MIL does it:
- $200 a day
- but if he only works a few hours 3-5 he gets $50
- but if he works 16 hours he still gets only $200
- If he works public holidays (12 hours mind you) sorry no you are working for family you don't get double time (arrr how bout helping your sons family who has alot less money then you, you have 10 times the about of money we have)
I was saying to James about how if he only works a few hours he only get $50 but if he works alot of hours he doesn't get any extra and he said his mum says it works out even. UMMMMM uh HOW? maybe if you got $200 for only working a few hours yes (but still probably not since you work many more big hour days then little hour days)
So much for looking out for your family hey. Lovely MIL only cares for herself and just so desperately wants us to fail and have to ask her for money. Well I would rather have my nails pulled out with pliers then ask you for anything!!!!!!!!
- $200 a day
- but if he only works a few hours 3-5 he gets $50
- but if he works 16 hours he still gets only $200
- If he works public holidays (12 hours mind you) sorry no you are working for family you don't get double time (arrr how bout helping your sons family who has alot less money then you, you have 10 times the about of money we have)
I was saying to James about how if he only works a few hours he only get $50 but if he works alot of hours he doesn't get any extra and he said his mum says it works out even. UMMMMM uh HOW? maybe if you got $200 for only working a few hours yes (but still probably not since you work many more big hour days then little hour days)
So much for looking out for your family hey. Lovely MIL only cares for herself and just so desperately wants us to fail and have to ask her for money. Well I would rather have my nails pulled out with pliers then ask you for anything!!!!!!!!
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