Sleep LOL!!!

James can sleep anywhere and sleep through ANYTHING. I have never seen such a deep sleeper or someone who can go to sleep so quickly. It quite annoys me that I can't go to sleep as easily as he does. I had a winge about James going to sleep before putting Zack to bed the other day.

Well last night Zack came out of the bath and I asked him what his father was doing and Zack said he is having a bath, I thought ok and proceeded to dress Zack. After what felt like ages I went to see what was taking him so long and I could hear snoring. I got angry because I had decided he had gone from the bath to bed and fallen asleep again, but when I looked in the room he wasn't there. He was asleep in the bath, his mouth and eyes were just out of the water, ears covered. I cracked up and ran to get the camera took photos (that I really want to post but am going to be nice) and started laughing really hard. Still he didn't wake. I ended up splashing water over his face in which he woke up spattering because water went up his noes. He is bloody lucky he didn't drown he sleeps so soundly.

The worse thing to say to a man?

Yes I think I said it. The worse thing any women can say to a man came out of my mouth. The look of hurt hit his face and I instantly regretted it. I kept thinking to myself, Why did I say that? Why did I say that? I am still saying it to myself. He has asked since about it and.....Oh why did I say it? As soon as I said it I wanted to hug him, but I was just so cranky with him I made out that I didn't regret it but really I feel so bad.....Oh shit!!!

Why I love James!!!

I was thinking yesterday while putting Zack to bed how I always winge and whine about James and make out that he is so horrible. Its not fair on him because he isn't I seem to just concentrate on the negatives in here and they are all to do with his family so maybe its his family thats the biggest negative. How I wish we could rid of them. arrrrrrr it would be bliss LOL.

So my list of why I love James:
- He loves me
- He is himself around me and he isn't around anyone else
- He works so I don't have to go back to work and doesn't bug me to go back anymore
- I love watching him play with the boys
- He is a good father
- He makes me laugh
- He cuddles me in bed (I love this)
- Since we first met his touch (and no don't think dirty) makes me melt
- He compliment me
- He usually gives in to things I want, if they are within reason (hehehe)
- His smile
- His laugh is addictive
- He makes me feel safe
- He gave me my children
- He couldn't live without me and he tells me

I could go on and on but want to add one very important thing
- I LOVE that a year ago I couldn't have listed half of these and he changed them because he didn't want to loose me.

Man sickness- Always so much worse!

This morning, I get up to the boys after being up all night, going to the loo and with Ashton. James says to me oh I don't feel well. I reply with yeah well neither do I, but someone has to get up to the kids. So he proceeds to stay in bed till 10.30am (I can't remember the last time I have slept later then 8.30am, let alone a full night sleep like he gets).

I walked into the bedroom to get cloths for a shower and he says to me "I don't know why I got it so bad" I turned and said to him "you haven't even been to the bloody toilet, you have a headache take a panadol". He stayed in bed while I looked after the kids and went to the toilet several times.

Its always so much worse for men then for the women. Still till this moment he hasn't been to the toilet, he has been eating I haven't ate since 10.30am yesterday but he is so much sicker than I am. LOL you could just strangle them.

S.T.U.P.I.D Husband

Sorry there is just not another word for him. He makes me so mad. Why does he have to be so...arrrrgghh! Why can't he tell his family where to go? They are so rude to him and just use him. He gets so angry and upset by them but he keeps going back and back for more.

He was ment to be working for them yesterday, put his work off (like usual...ah where does most of your money come from?????your work not work from your parents).THEN his father asks someone else to do the work so James was left high and dry. THEN I just found out today he travels an hour away (to what I though get stuff for his work although he did tell me yesterday most of it won't be ready till Thursday so he has to go back up) BUT he went to get things for his freaken father and the trucks thats all!!!!! S T U P I D!!!

He won't go and get work from this other person bc it would be cutting his family out of some work....ah they don't care about cutting you out of work and lets put it frankly they don't pay you correctly anyway. You winge about how much money we have but you let this happen continually, don't bother winging to me about it, its your own stupid fault.